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08-09 playlist

I’ve done this for three years now, starting in the year of 07-08. I decided to start a new one around June because as long as I can remember this time of year has marked some odd transition in my life. So instead of starting it in January at the beginning of the real new year, I’ve decided to do it in June when I feel like a new phase of life has begins.

Here is the 2008-2009 version of this yearly playlist, featuring 27 songs from the likes of Billy Joel, Coldplay, Hanson and The Format. I’ve also included some fun (and odd) youtube links featuring the songs. Oh joy!

1. Generosity, Mirah youtube link
We’ve eaten unrestrained/But now these green fruits will remain sour/These clouds we’ve made can not make rain/I gave you all of my energy/And you took it without thanks/You once showed such promise/But now I won’t give more Frustration. Anxiety. Hope that I will not be in this same place again.

2. River of Dreams, Billy Joel
I don’t know why I go walking at night/But now I’m tired and I don’t want to walk anymore/I hope it doesn’t take the rest of my life/Until I find what it is I’ve been looking for Wandering in circles. Will I ever get to a place that feels like home?

3. Death and All of His Friends, Coldplay
No I don’t wanna battle from beginning to end/I don’t wanna cycle, recycle revenge/I don’t wanna follow death and all of his friends No more hate. No more war. Acceptance. Wonder.

4. Suddenly I See, KT Turnstall youtube link
She fills up every corner like she’s born in black and white/Makes you feel warmer when you’re trying to remember/What you heard/She likes to leave you hanging on her word/Suddenly I see/This is what I wanna be Jealousy. Reevaluation. A desire to be desired.

5. The Towering Inferno, Lucky Soul
The towering inferno inside me/may one day consume and devour me/well I say let burn/let it burn/you’re never going to satisfy me…they’re never, never going to save me Feelings are boring and kissing is helpless. Just let the emotions roar through words.

6. Do You Feel, The Rocket Summer youtube link (highly recommended video, despite it being somewhat gimmicky.)
Can you feel the souls behind what’s going on/Do you feel/The weight of the world singing sorrow/Or to you is it just not real/Cause you got your own things/Yeah we all have our things Participation in the world again. Trying not to navel gaze.

7. Section 12 (Hold Me Now), The Polyphonic Spree youtube link (two words: crazy puppets)
Everyone thinks they’ve got a new phrase/But you’re still miles away/You’re still miles away/I said, “You’re still miles away.” Still a million steps away from the future. Nothing new comes from the old. Stepping out.

8. Pigeon Song, Patrick Wolf youtube link (crotch shot!)
What you wait for never shows/what you’ve always wanted holds you down just like a stone/Now I feed the birds day after day/only they can hear me pray for a lighter heart/a lighter load/to be moving, moving, moving/my way home Praying to feel good again. An appeal to my senses to wake up again.

9. Get Better, Mates of State
You are never ahead of, never behind us/Floating in circles, there’s more to remind them of less/Everything’s gonna get lighter, even if it never gets better/Forget your politics for a while/Let the color schemes arrive Don’t worry. Don’t you worry your pretty head. Forget. Let the color fill your cheeks again.

10. America, Orphan Songs
America is lost…fairy in the dark/some of the good things I recall/He said America is lost/but the kid in you is still so young (note: I added this song around election season when I was afraid that Obama would lose and I’d have to live out another 2 years in a country that hated me and everything I believed in)

11. A Change is Gonna Come, Sam Cooke youtube link
it’s been a long time coming/but I know a change is gonna come(note: and this song is in celebrate of Obama’s election and magnificent election night acceptance speech.)

12. Vienna, Billy Joel youtube link (a capella group’s cover)
you can see when you’re wrong but you can’t always see when you’re right/won’t you realize Vienna waits for you..slow down you crazy child/take the phone off the hook and disappear for a while… Vienna waited to show me how to be alive again. God was present in stones. I touched art and men and wine and beer and ancient walls.

13. Aria: Der Hollie Rache kocht in meinem Herzen, from Die Zomberflote (The Magic Flute), Mozart youtube link
(note: saw the opera preformed live at the Osterich Saatsoper December 10th, 2008. You never forget your first.)

14. Be Alive, O.W.L.
have you ever tried to be alive/opened up you gentle eyes/and smile for a while/dream what you might have been/in another time… Keep my spirit brewing after being boiled so hard.

15. We’re All in the Dance, Feist youtube link(from the end of Paris, je t’amie) We’re all trying. We’re all turning and turning (in the widening gyre…the center cannot hold)
We all go round and round/Partners of lost and found/Looking for one more chance/All I know is/We’re all in the dance

16. Watch Over Me, Hanson
She counts the time ’til her heart breaks/Just waiting for her next mistake/And I said please/and she says please/And she says please/watch over me Yet another appeal. Save me. I fell out of the life boat.

17. Chicago/We Change the World, Graham Nash
Somehow people must be free/I hope the day comes soon/Won’t you please come to Chicago/show your face/From the bottom of the ocean/To the mountains of the moon/Won’t you please come to Chicago/no one else can take your place
(note: I went to Chicago to the AWP conference; though the protest song is also appropriate)

18. Fiery Crash, Andrew Bird youtube link(high recommended! Beautiful shot and edited concert footage!)
beige tiles and magazines/Lou Dobbs and the CNN team/on every monitor screen/you were caught in the crossfire/where every human face/has you reaching for your mace/so it’s kind of an imposition/fatal premonition
(note: I was in and out of a lot of airports in general this year. I still am mildly afraid of planes.)

19. Right Direction, Jake Troth
one foot on the curb now honey/the other in the road of life/I can’t stand on both/I can’t stand on both/I know I know/I can’t have both/but I’ll do what I’m told/show me in the right direction…you’ve always got the right direction/and I’ll go Choices. Decisions. I chose the green instead of the red. Both are good.

20. At Least I’m Not As Sad (As I Used to Be), fun.
at least I’m not as sad as I used to be/and they said…are you gonna stay?/I began to smile and I say/boy you should have see me/a couple of years ago…it’s such a gas when you bring up the past Going home kills me in ways I still cannot name.

21. The Walk, Hanson youtube link (highly recommended! just one man and a piano. beautiful.)
On the tightrope/Everything’s bare/All that there is is from here to there/On the tightrope/The goal is quite clear/Don’t lose yourself in your fear/Everyone waits on the walk/Some are long and some small/But all of them tall/Everyone must make a choice/Will I go for it all/And possibly fall/The tightrope is thin/I could possibly win on the walk/Well high on the walk/The tightrope it bends/And nobody knows where it ends/To win or to lose/You’re all on your own/Everyone must be alone I have to do this alone. I have to be real.

22. Help, I’m Alive, Metric
Help, I’m alive, my heart keeps beating like a hammer/Hard to be soft/tough to be tender
Come take my pulse/the pace is on a runaway train/Help I’m alive/my heart keeps beating like a hammer/beating like a hammer
I signed my name in a hurry and my heart took off without me.

23. Gooan daginn, Sigur Ros (translated title: Hello, Good day) youtube link
Lyrics are in Icelandic so I don’t even know what they mean. Pretty song full of hope and goodness.

24. Much More Than That, Sharon Van Etten
One day I’ll be a better writer/I’ll make every face that I’ll never perfectly phrase/that I’ll never perfectly phrase…I don’t think I need much more than that…you look at me so slyly/but only when I’m smiling…I write this moment/as I can not paint pictures with my tongue I was trying to finish my senior project. I was losing my inspiration. Frustrated with style and voice. Writerly woes.

25. Happiness, Church
Don’t be afraid/let out your heart/happiness is alright/happiness is alright it’s ok to be ok. I know that now.

26. Our Last Days as Children, Explosions in the Sky youtube link
instrumental; the last days before we took leave of each other were so simple and so honest.

27. Give It Up, The Format youtube link
We were kids back then, as if we could progress/Sometimes I just can’t sleep/Thinking of everything we could have been/So give it up, throw your hats in the air/And change just as they land/You’re saying, “We’ll get out of here”/Something tells me that you’re too scared to go I mourn the loss of potential in my friends; I mourn the loss of time I spent trying to be someone else…

Oh my god. So much stuff happened this year. So much more stuff will happen next year. I swear I wasn’t as sad as these songs seems to say I was. Well, maybe I was. But it was the best year. I went to Scotland, Austria, Hungary, Italy, Chicago and New York two times each. So perhaps it was full of growing pains.

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